Manic

Trying desperately not to be distracted by my play direction class...

Still without a personal computer

Fall term really stinks. The library is overloaded with people and the computer servers are slow. Plus I'm crippled by guilt when I see the engineers toiling over these complicated math problems and I'm just watching netflix and brainstorming.

Chemicals?

GODDAMN stupid Bigfishgames.com for having so many inane, whimsical games that are just engaging enough to distract me from getting anything productive done. I have found my vice, and it is Virtual Villagers 4: the tree of life.

I already know the story of my life- unfortunate choices that cannot be pitied or related to because they are so laughable.


Also, I've destroyed another laptop. This will be the fourth one since freshman year (granted, only one has been new, the rest were hand-me-downs). Anyway, I have everything backed up, so now I just have to get a new one and put all my shit on it.

Discipline?

I'm on vacation right now, and of course I'm finding it difficult to stay on a writing schedule. There is so much temptation to just waste away the days doing crossword puzzles and downloading game trials on Big Fish games.

The family and I were supposed to go to Ocean City, NJ this weekend, but Early derailed our plans, so that should open up some writing time for me.